Dream Goal
Remember something, anything.
Meditation and Sleep
No meditation. Went to bed at 11:45pm. Woke at 3:15am and recalled this dream:
- Had my driver’s license re-evaluated as part of a re-assessment of all of my credentials. I was evaluated by Mikael Colville-Anderson, who read my assessment aloud to other evaluators in the room whom I didn’t know.
- Was informed that I was permitted 3 errors on my evaluation, and I had made 12.
- All of my grammatical errors were read allowed and ridiculed.
Went back to bed at 3:20am until waking at 7:00am.
Contemplation & Connections
I’m aware that I hold a certain level of pride in the credentials I have, stemming from insecurity about whether I’m worthy of being taken seriously for the things I care about. Part of me is envious of Mikael for his success in creating several businesses doing what he loves. The thought of him, not only a friend but someone I genuinely respect, being the one to tear me down was a little heartbreaking.