Dream Goal
None
Meditation and Sleep
No meditation. Went to bed at about 11:00 pm and woke up at about 6:30 am.
Dream
It’s been a while since I’ve added anything to this site. Coincidentally, the last entry was around the time Enid and Asher were born. *LOL*
On the evening of March 15, they both actually slept, which was great!
That also meant I had a dream, which wasn’t necessarily so great.
Naturally, I had a dream about Toby.
In the dream, Toby was still alive, with cancer. I got the feeling that it was still terminal, but he had been afforded more time, somehow. It was 3 years after he actually died, which would have made him about 15 years old in the dream.
Somehow, in the dream, it made complete sense that the reason why we hadn’t seen much of him was because he had taken off for Toronto to spend time there, and to be with friends that he had made there.
Contemplations and Connections
Even though I knew this was impossible, and I should have been dismayed that he basically ran away from home while still being treated for cancer, I wasn’t all that upset. I was grateful that Toby was alive, had friends, and was able to make independent decisions.
And then I woke up.