Dream Goal
None
Meditation and Sleep
No meditation. Went to bed at 11:00 pm and woke up at 6:30 am.
Dream
(None in particular)
Contemplations and Connections
Generally, as we get closer to the twins being born, I’ve started daydreaming more about raising young kids again and appreciating the time I had with Adela, Sebastian, and Toby.
I’ve also been enthusiastic about a compromise me and Emily have reached about building a back-split house, and reproducing a prototype in The Sims. I keep hearing the game music in my head while I work. I don’t often get excited about playing video games, but today is an exception.
I don’t generally feel “optimistic” about things, life, etc. But I do get encouraged by particular things.
At the same time, I also feel heavy as we enter into the 2nd year of Toby’s passing, and the autumn journey of discovering his terminal cancer.