Dream Goal
None
Meditation and Sleep
Meditated badly for about 10 minutes. Was in a state of anxiety and distress. Went to sleep crying, missing Toby deeply. Went to sleep at about midnight, woke up to my alarm at 6:45am.
Dream
For some reason, I was an observer of a passage through time. Keanu Reeves appeared. He had come from the future (my present). He had an old cheque in his possession. He’d had it for a while, I guess. It was useless to him, but was compelled to hold on to it for some reason. But by traveling to the past, the cheque was now cashable, usable. Not by him, but by someone else who lived in this past. He gave them the cheque, and when he did so, it appeared as though a weight had been lifted from him. He smiled, and looked relieved.
Contemplations and Connections
I haven’t recorded a dream in a while. I made a point last night of doing just that, and this makes little sense to me. The idea of holding on to something valuable, even while it poses a burden, and the ability for that burden to be valuable to someone else to my relief — that resonates with me. I’m not sure why. That’s not to say that I can’t identify any burdens in my life. But I can’t imagine how my burdens could be be of any value to anyone else, or how to relieve myself of my burdens so easily.